Wednesday, June 29, 2005
{ 5:51 AM }
yesterdae..i got a real big big big surprise. euu noe wat? myy mom bought me a handphone. oh..i'm sho sho happi(: hahaas..tt's one of myy dream present lorx..dhen i tink she wanna make up for tt sunday tt thingy. i fought wib her. dhen she was like sho angry..mii oso okies? dhen i scream in fornt of her n she too scream in fornt of mii dhen we kept mum for the rest of the day until at nite, dhen i apologise tuu her lorx..oso dunt noe wat happen, nowadays myy ear got a BIG problem. cannot hear properli..alwaes mistaken wat ppl sae tuu mii..dhen euu noe wat? i lost myy NKF donation card lorx...dhunno where i put it oso..haiz..i'm such a careless person..shuldnt haf gif mii lorx...cuz mii sho careless..now haf tuu go make police report tml lorx..hope everything wuld b alrite n not so troublesum bahx..(:
Saturday, June 18, 2005
{ 7:08 AM }
I"M SO ANGRY!!!! i hate myy damn mom lorx..sho idiotic. go n side myy maid oso dunt wanna side mii..i'm sho fed up wib her stupid attitude alreadi lorz..everytym sae," yr hw alreadi no gd le..still wanna go n care about ppl?!" euu noe wat? ishh my maid provoke mii first de lorx..i wunt flare up for nth rytes? of course lar..she maligned mii okies? n i juz hate ppl doing tt tuu mii. go n side her for all euu want. dunt cum tuu mii when she gifs euu tt act sae3 black face okies? i dunt care!
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
{ 6:25 AM }
yesterdae went for tt dunnoe wat contigent practice. sho stupid lorx..stand dwn dere n like..do the same drills for the whole tym. sedia n senangdiri(dunt noe if spelling correct nort). haiz..dhen later when out wib myy mom. went tuu supermarket n shop. i bought a packet of jellybean n biscuits. hahaas...lame larz..mii..hahaas..dhen at nite went tuu myy mom friend's house. saw her granddaughter..walao..sho cute lorx..vv furni..hahaas..enjoyed my dae out yesterdae. hahaas..tuudae went yunhan's house. went dere for that old folks home practice..hahaas..sho furni lorx.dhen yunhan's mom cooked fried rice..quite nicee. i wonderr who'll be our NCOs?
Sunday, June 12, 2005
{ 4:24 AM }
i'm here..hehees..juz cum baq frm annual camp. vv tired. it was FUN. i lurve it..esp the campfire. i cried. cuz NCO cried mahx..make mii sho sad..haiz..i'll realli miss dhem manx..our performance was quite a sucess? at least ppl laughed. hahaas..we oso gort nite walk, but it was on the 2nd nite, cuz first nite raining mahx..dhen guess the nite walk cancel lorx. we were luckily lorx..2nd dae ppl ran the 5km horh, we didnt run, cuz we go flag seeking. woots..we went tuu Mac tuu buy breakfast lorx..hahaas..while others r suffering at east coast park.but flag seeking was a hard job oso. sum ppl sho proud..put their head sho high. hmpf..hahaas..our NCO pass out le..now new NCOs take over..wonderr who'll bcum our NCOs..todae gort our rank le..i carnt imagine i'll get it lorx..I PASSED!! hahaas.
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
{ 5:14 AM }
yesterdae went for that SANA course. met all myy area 11 frienz. hahaas..had a nicee tym over dhere. i guess. when we reached dhere, we watched a cartoon. vv interesting. hahas. dhen we were splitted intuu grps again cuz muz do dunnoe wat role play mahz...i was in grp 8. yupps..wib jac. dhen our grp do a lyk sum type of skit? i guess it was sum kind of..screwed up? yea..cuz i dunt noe wat tuu do oso=P dhen haf a test. when the instructor wanna tell us our marks that tym, she did a sum kind of a acting. she threw the pile of test papers ontu the floor n shouted at us,"do euu all tink all of euu passed? euu all failed all of euu did badli" all of us were shocked, n dere was a moment of silence. later dhen we found out it was a tricked. haiz..furni.
tuudae we went baq for mock campfire. dhen sang a lot of songs. make mii tink of ATC. haiz..i realli miss ATC a lot. n my frienz too. kip tinking i'm still in ATC. lame mii..dhen we went thru our programmes. hahaas..we sing until like dunno wat like that..out of tune. lol. but vv fun. looking forward for that annual camp. tml haf tuu go skul oso..prepare for that retest the nxt dae wat..haiz..how i wiished i had done betta. i'm a bit mad lorx..for nth lyk cry. the tears juz flow out uncontrollable? cannot control. i noe the reason y myself..but..yea..i tried giving myself a reason tuu overturn my reason for mii to cry, but..no use..i still..broke dwn. i wanna b stronger. please..someone..help mii to b stronger.(: i m STRONG.
Sunday, June 05, 2005
{ 1:30 AM }
juz cum baq from ATC. vv tired, but i realli enjoyed myself mahx. hahaas..sho cool! in pulau ubin lehs..hahaas.but gort a lot of mosquito.eat oso cannot eat properli.dhen oso haf a lot of insects. eww...feel vv itchy over dere. dhen we gort split intuu grps consisting of diff ppl from diff skul, but..from the same area(area11). hahaas..myy grp mates r all vv nicee...at first i rmb nobordi wanted tuu tok. jasmine n i were the first tuu discuss about the campfire performance, but in the end, our whole grp tokked! *woots* can sae tt our grp realli rawkx mah. fun ppl. we had a lot of activity, but all vv tiring, but..fun. hahaas..lame mii..i was vv lame dere lorx..kip providing stupid ideas. but i was juz trying tuu help. still rmb the 4 packet of msg thingy. we did survival cooking,dhen we didnt haf ani food mahx..sho we made maggie mee add biscuits lorx..but our grpmates sae vv sweet dhen i added the msg..dhey still sae sweet, dhen i continue adding. in the end, i added altogether 4 packets. sho salty lorx. furni. the campfire nite the performance oso dunt noe wat we do. i myself dunt understand wat we r doing. hahaas..sho messy. i tell euu ATC ishh FUN but TIRING. nxt year still haf. looking forward tuu meet my newli made friends. wait..tml gort SANA..still can meet them. hahaas..i made a lot dhere. all vv nicee ppl.
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
{ 6:52 AM }
i cut my hair. sho sho ugli. juz like a guy. but wat's wrong wib looking lyk one huh?! yea..no prob rytes? preparing for camp. i'm vv xcited. hahaas..2 daes more..woots. tuudae went baq for campcraft. hahaas..kena scolded by NCO, but in the end, didnt. hahaas..i peg until my hand gort blissters liaos lorx..still kena scolding. but tell the truth, i'm nort in the mood tuu pitch a tent. hahaas..no choice mahx..got ATC. later earli dismisal. dhen mi n xueli went for lunch at day n nite n later went baq tuu skul. we met bi ran at skul , dhen spent the rest of the tyme from 2.30 tuu 5.30 wib her. actualli not realli larx..she onli care abt the bball match. haiz..i noe larz..she lurves bball mahz..hahaas..okies..dhen we oso "xplore" the old cca block. but..aft cing tt dhere's a lot of bats, we decided tuu leave. at first was sho furni, xueli n bi ran kept on screaming lorx..hahaas..i saw tt big butterfly again. dunt noe y kip cing it these few daes. izzit a bad omen? okies..felt a lil bit sad..i dunt noe how tuu sae..but i tink if euu r in my shoes, euu'll understand it realli well. ha..i guess nobordi in this wurld understands my feeling more than myself. hahahas..i mean..no bcuz i cut my hair larz..but bcuz of sumone..sumone who shant b name. juz within a few daes, i tasted the taste of betrayal..loneliness..sadness..i dunt noe..n dunt understand. maeb..i dunt even wanna noe..tt's y? can i juz dunt care? can i juz dunt tink about it? can sumone understand mii? i'm the onli one who understand myself, n i onli haf a word tuu sae.
I"LL STAY OLWAES HAPPI. i'll neva b influence by anibordi(:
